today is my big fat day :(
12.30pm I ate fish sliced soup with rice+egg+meat..
3.30pm I went to eat Hor Fun even though iM not hungry..
actually 7.30pm want to go swimming cos really eat alot just now BUT..raining.. SIGHS....
okay.. opened my fridge..
I eat yogurt..
sit awhile on sofa..
opened fridge...
eaten cuttlefish with lots sugar tat one.. O-M-G.
after that open my kitchen cupboard, i found roasted seaweed..
I ate one pack (anyway last pack)
after that i opened fridge again..
I saw vegetables which was not cook for quite sometimes..
I scared it will gone bad soon SO,
I go cook a big bowl of vegetables+mushroom+oyster sauce ..
SEEE.. I ate fucking lots..
I really want to throw my fridge and my kitchen away.. burn it..
now all inside my stomach liao..
toooooooo late........
I ATE SO MUCH IS ACTUALLY IS ALL BECAUSE OF THIS CHANNEL U SHOW SHOWING HAINANESE CHICKEN RICE MAKE MY SALIVA DROP LAAAAAAA............... craving for it.. my god
♥ 9:59 PM
outing with Teo,Chan,Lim AND Lo!! It was great and very happy ^^
We give Lo a birthday surprise and we are the 1ST GROUP OKAY!! hahaha:DD
super fresh lo and wei qi idea was fantastic, but not imaginatice cos she copy other ppl idea. ahahhaa !!
oh ya chan is sooooooooooooooooo cheapcake laa.. her slipper already broke but she still dun wan throw... plus.. she just use cotchstick to paste over it. O-EM-GEE pls... she super funny la anw.. idiotic.. hahaha
we camphoring most of the time... SUPER...
okay.. more more to say.
i reached home bathed... my sis asked me cut her fringe..
okay i help her cut .. becos she shout at me and i get pissed..
i Accidentally cut off her left eyelashes. wahahahaha..
omg.. it was a little only la. lucky.. my god hope it will grow back ..
lol.. tireddddddddddddd..
search for lim's stocking which she wanted. and...
omg i found it SMEELLLY sia.. cos it was stick together with her slipper. lol.
Lim u better wash it b4 u wear later ur leg grow fungus..
hahahha..
♥ 11:24 PM
D give me a new speaker.. happy^^
and we watch panaroma activity together instead of 2012 cos the movie was fully booked.. no more couple seats was left unoccupied. sad.
but panaroma activity turn out to be nice also. haha.
He was really good to me.. Appreciate lots..
but of cos i am really really more good to him :)
anyway, hope wednesday he booked out..
When he was beside me, walking with me, as long as he is with me,
i feel totally comfortable as if i have no problem or burden or whatever, nothing at all and i really love this feeling.
I can do whatever stupid, disgusting or whatever infront of him, i feel happy.
we are one, lol.
without him, i feel so insecure..
hope our story continue till the end.
can't wait to see you again :DDD
♥ 12:51 AM
I dont know whether i really suffered some depression over my fats.
I look at my picture which was taken last year and compared with currently and..
"O-M-G" I really grow fucking lots fatter..
There I got this feeling which really kinda make myself lost a TOTAL confident for myself.
I wanna go Orchard or wherever but I just dont feel like showing up myself at public.
I really need to take action if not I will really become OMG.
SIGHHHSSSS ..
I dont even know what Iam thinking.
Just bottled up everything to myself..
sighs.. I gotta starve myself and learn weiqi idea...(skip dinner..)
dont know whether i can tahan anot..
one word " HAIZZZZ "
♥ 11:55 PM
