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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Stilll NO MOOD for studying WDS :(
zzz
why my heart always tell me " aiya one day sure can finish de lah"
exams is on monday........................................... OMGG ++
nothing will go in if i forced myself studying
forget it
forget it
forget it
I just keep telling myself I can study finish.
History gonna repeat again...............
zzz
z
zz
z
zz
hate hate this feeeeeeeeling

♥ 2:37 PM

Stabbed & Bleeding

♥ 12:57 PM

Played Restaurant Empire for the ENTIRE DAY !
say want to study but in the end game is more important :DDD

♥ 12:58 PM

Watched Night at the Museum 2 .
I know I know,
u are not as lovely as before,
neh-mind neh-mind

♥ 1:00 PM

Had Excel Online exam today &
So unfortunately I scored full marks :
AIYAA.. not trying to boast but it only TYCO Okayyy :)
TYCO ..
Tycoo
Ate steamboat with family for dinner!
What a day

♥ 11:02 PM

Watched Star Trek today ..
Watch so many many movie :D

♥ 1:05 PM

went to eat manpuku ( jap gourmet town ) at TM1
It's worth trying :D
evrything is just soo delicious !
Thanks to David bro who treat us today :DDDD

♥ 12:08 AM

went to watch angel and demon yesterday with him.
today ate chilli crab with sister :D yummy~

♥ 10:23 PM

cannot be forgiven

♥ 10:22 PM

Head very very very big now :(

♥ 8:20 PM

If I have a choice again,
I don't wanna be a treasurer !!
OMFG~
It's hell to me.
Everyday like a loan shark asking for money :(
Neither I like to rush ppl nor force ppl to pay .............................
THAT is not soo me, even tho i love money.
I WANT TO BE ME THE LAST TIME ONE !!!!
When last time, I want to be last last time one .. Wtf .
nvm, tmr dad and bro is coming to singapore :)
2 more days is Mum's day,
I have not yet buy a single thing ..
Must discuss with sister tonight !
YOSHI~
Everyday western in school making me feel bored of it sooon :(
OK.
BYE BYE.

♥ 8:01 PM

LATE UPLOAD !
Hong Kong Trip Dec 2008~!

♥ 11:00 PM

Somebody won't call you tonight :)

♥ 5:35 PM

I wanna know why..
I was born the way I dont want to be :(

I feel presurred,
cried & felt better.
& He comforts me too :)

I feel some hope now,
I will try my best to give it my all.
I will take care of my immune really,

When I feel sad,
U can't see that Iam sad
because
My face always lie :)

♥ 11:21 PM

My world is destroyed,
because Iam weak.
I cant protect it.

♥ 11:19 PM

Don't cry my soul,
Be strong.

♥ 11:15 PM

They bully me! those idiots :(

I love tis cos our hair is long :)

♥ 9:01 PM

Class start at 11..
I sleep untill 10 then woke up.
hehe. went to bath .
10.45 taxi and OFFF !!
Mum came today.
Today was so tiring :(
She said I become fat ,
yea I know :(
SO,
gotta cut off my fats !
OK.
BYE BYE.

♥ 8:42 PM

In the end, msg came & said, "I failed"
My heart was like pierced by many thorns ..
I guess he feels very very very very very sad ..
& very very very very very down ..
So, stayed for 4pm lesson ( actually planned to skip & see doctor with him )
But, impossible now .
I really really really really want to comfort him SO badly :(
I really really really really really want to give him a BIG HUG SOO badly :(
But he wants to be alone,
he said he doesnt want me to see him looking so down,
scared will make me feel even more down ..
Okay then :) even though I really wan to see him NOW .
But nvm lar, canot force also :(
Anyway, I already feeling SUPERRRR DOWNNNN LARRRRRRRRRRR ....
BUT After playing Viwawa with classmates,
I forgot all the downs,
become HIGH again ..
hahhahaa ..
Went to eat ASTON AAAAAAGGGAAAAIIINNNN with Teo & Lim!!!
The Chan paid $4 and went home .
WESTERN for the weeek :(
Just another non-stop fat day :(
OK.
BYE BYE

♥ 10:57 PM

Now having Tutorial for Webdesign.
Got one guy came in earlier said, "If you are sick, you must be responsible for that. Please go home if you feel unwell!"
Okay~ 2 people is out !!
Actually .. HAHA ..
Iam not well,
I still having cough,
Finished my whole bottle of cough medicine,
BUT still coughing non-stop ..
SHOULD I?
SHOULD I GO HOME?!?!
Actually,
I want so badly to go home ..
cos I can see doctor with Tan companying me =)
If not i need go alone ..
HOW?!
cos I have appointment with my bff after school for dinner ..
SHIT ..
I think I will go see doctor.
Maybe I struck the swine flu . choi~
In case I spread disease to them ..
Bad maaaaaaaaaaaaaa T.T
haiya ..
dont know lah.................................
Back to lesson !!!
OK.
BYE BYE.

♥ 9:45 AM

Teo!
the people is the person who accept me for who I am ..
HAHAHA :)
Yes, you are included.
so as Chan, Lim, Tan, Zhang, Doo, etc .. lol =.=
heeeee ..
I think I wrote too serious AHHH =
anyway,
REALLY really fortunate to have alot of UPS even though I have alot of down =(
muacks .
okay.. eeeww~

♥ 9:40 AM

Someone is out somewhere now.
my thinking has lose its control,
North South East West ..
Katong is Dangerous !

♥ 10:18 PM

Sometimes..
I really wanted to reborn again.
I feel..
very pressured
very sad
very envy of other
very down
very scared
very sensitive
Just dont know how to describe ................................

However,
I feel very happy
as I found people,
accept me for who I am ..

I scared of losing all of them..
one day ..

♥ 9:46 PM

Met dear and company him to temple to pray.
Tomorrow...
is the FIFTH time!
Really, really hope you will pass this time :)
I know you can do it !!
Anyway, he treat me pizzaHut for dinner .
It's just another fat day :(
I think my diet is really a failure ...
Ate reallyyy aloooot !
Total spent $41.81 ..
Guess how much we ordered ..
And we finished them all =.=
That's all for today.
OK.
BYE BYE.

♥ 9:40 PM

At 3pm.....
My sister said, "Let's diet for tonight dinner!"
I replied, "Okay!"

BUT..
(9:27pm)

Seriously, Iam VERYYYY hungry now :(
Should I?
SHOUULDDD I ?!?!

I think I should'nt,
but..
sometimes ..
my mouth speaks louder than action ..

U are really a Loser ...
omg.
I think Iam inside the CMI category...

ps: CMI ( Cannot Make It )

♥ 9:25 PM

Today went to IKEA to eat lunch with my sister..
Took Bus to TM & followed by free shuttle bus to IKEA.
We shared 10 Sweden meatballs & 6 chicken wings together ..
It was damn full larrr ..
Went to buy dustbins .. $3 each ( cheap ma.. )
etc etc etc ..
Went back to TM, shop shop .
and headed home..
Finally get to finish my Excell HW on time, Thanks to Jacqueline !!!
YAY ~
I can finally watch my anime now ........
Oh YA.
Fucking Terrible....... really it's so terrible lar.
I weigh myself and I found that I grown fatter by 1 KG.
Holeeeshhit..
I really need to punish myself from now .....
REALLY . If not it will be too late .
OK.
BYE BYE.

♥ 9:01 PM

Yesterday It's a "Stay at Home Day"
Not going out, actually is it's a must to stay at home ..
bcos I must be the whole day at home at least once a week IF not,
I will get very ... NOT right.
Ate SUPER ALOT at home...
I ate Instant noodle followed by a Full packet of Jap green beans followed by 3 BIG FULL BOWL of egg soup that i cook myself and dring 30ml of cough syrup, 1 can of green tea, 1 cup water, 1 yakult, and 1 bowl of kokocrunch with full fresh milk included....................................
Bloooooooooooody damn full..
then went to shit ... ...
It's like ..
WTH .. the shit is so little =.=
oops. sry for being disgusting..
HAHA =)
Watch D-gray untill the end of the episode ...
Iam super drowsy after that 30 ml of syrup :(
To sleeeeeep , night :)
OK.
BYE BYE.

♥ 11:53 PM