I dont know whether i really suffered some depression over my fats.
I look at my picture which was taken last year and compared with currently and..
"O-M-G" I really grow fucking lots fatter..
There I got this feeling which really kinda make myself lost a TOTAL confident for myself.
I wanna go Orchard or wherever but I just dont feel like showing up myself at public.
I really need to take action if not I will really become OMG.
SIGHHHSSSS ..
I dont even know what Iam thinking.
Just bottled up everything to myself..
sighs.. I gotta starve myself and learn weiqi idea...(skip dinner..)
dont know whether i can tahan anot..
one word " HAIZZZZ "
♥ 11:55 PM